Night two
thousand and twenty six. She is not here.
Every
single night of my life, as usual, I go for my routine stroll… I end up at the
pool area; I stop and take a very careful look all around the place. Every
single night I walk and personally check every chair and every corner but I can’t
find her. Every single night I crouch and crawl to the pool side and I look
right into the water, there, just beyond my reflection, there where light is
broken by the water ; there where all my hopes dream and rest, right there
where it all happened.
The first
night, or, to be more precise what I call the first night of my life, I was of
course working, guarding those brand new Marriott villas. My job was not complicated;
all I had to do was walk around with my little flashlight scaring cats and
crows that liked garbage bags too much.
I am a
lonely man, you see? No family, only a few friends and of course Popper, my
trustee companion, my dog. To be honest with you, that job suited me perfectly,
I watched and cared for our customer’s dreams, I protected them from reality.
Those vacations villas were an oasis amidst a crazy world of regrets and
harmful thoughts, I liked my job… I was, lost.
That night
changed everything
I was
walking toward the pool area; I believe you can already imagine how alive that
place was at day, kids running and music playing, everyone enjoyed it so much,
I, on the other hand, liked to see it at night, when everything became whispers
and nothing more, shades of what had been… Water is life and there it stood, as
always, tranquil, waiting for another day of fun.
As I
approached the chairs at the far left side of the pool I noticed a presence,
but this time it wasn’t neither a cat nor a crow, it was young woman. There she sat, alone, looking right towards
the old light house, I noticed her because every fifteen seconds her whole body
would be completely covered by that soft yellow light. She was naked.
At first I
doubted whether I had to come close to her and ask if she needed anything or
just leave, but the truth is I couldn’t dare to move one muscle of my body, I
was shocked, I was paralyzed and she… she was absolutely out of this world, her
sight didn’t even bother to notice my humble presence, her ears didn’t want to
hear a mere particle of the noise I made with every step.
Who was
that girl?
Then it
happened, she stood up, turned around and came walking slowly towards me. That,
I confess, was one of the most beautiful moments I have ever lived. She came,
step by step being lit by the lighthouse’s light;
I saw frames coming to life,
twenty four frames of pure impossibility.
I guess you
might think, dear reader, that I actually engaged in a conversation or maybe
that I asked her something, but I did not. She stood two feet away from me,
enough distance to make me feel completely shy and absolutely disarmed.
“Hello, my
name is Carlie” – She said
Her eyes
searched my soul in that very instant, she could see all my secrets, the absolute
nature of my wildest dreams; with that look Mrs. Carlie found all the particles
that make me human and understood them; with
that look she saw my heartbeats and heard my thoughts. Those yellow eyes were
not normal, that is the kind of yellow you would want to get lost into.
She took
one more step forward and then our bodies melted together having just that old light
as witness.
Her lips
found mine in a moment of total innocence and then… it happened.
The
universe stopped.
My eyes
were full of tears, as I said before; those were twenty four frames of absolute
impossibility that turned into my dearest memory.
She was
gone.
Night two
thousand and twenty seven. She is not here.
Every
single night of my life, as usual, I go for my routine stroll… I end up at the
pool area; I stop and take a very careful look all around the place. Every
single night I walk and personally check every chair and every corner but I can’t
find her. Every single night I crouch and crawl to the pool side and I look
right into the water, there, just beyond my reflection, there where light is
broken by the water; there where all my
hopes dream and rest, right there where it all happened, hoping that maybe, just maybe, I can find her and tell her the very words she deserves.
"Thank you".
love it :)
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